We are so grateful to wonderful mum, Francesca for sharing these 3 beautiful poems with us...

Count to Ten

Stick a smile on a broken face
Plaster the cracks leave no trace
To just get what your child needs you swallow down frustrated screams
So everyday you put it on
A mask you've worn far too long
A masquerade, a disguise
That hides the pain behind your eyes
So stick a smile on a broken face
Plaster the cracks leave no trace
Don't give any excuse to say
It's the parents they're to blame
Leave no room to be misconstrue
Called aggressive, dismissed as rude
Count to ten, don't let them out
Those feelings that you want to shout
So... You Stick a smile on a broken face
Plaster the cracks leave no trace
Calmly, politely, give no choice
Make them hear your child voice. 



When you're tired, lost and weak
So sick with worry you cannot eat
When all you knew turns to dust
And you can't go on but know you must

How the world spins on and on
When everything feels so wrong
Nothing looks or seems the same
In a moment forever changed

Words you never want to hear
A deafening ringing in your ears
The world fades, a grenades gone off
Frozen still, all sound lost

Like a photograph left in the sun
Washed out, faded, colours run
All the joy has drained gone
When you feel you can't go on

Remember, that I'm always here
Remember, I will always care

I'll be there, when the lights go out
When you need to scream and shout

Remember, that you are strong
Remember, that you can go on

I'll be there when the ground falls away
I'll be there come what may


A Special Prayer

Every night in bed I pray

That god will take the pain away

Then I wake, it's still there

I wonder if you heard my prayer

Why choose me to carry this

When Ordinary seems such bliss

I'm not special no siree

There's Nothing special about me

I'm no more patient, no more kind,

No more strong, not that wise

I'm no more happy, no more sad,

No more good, not that bad

I'm a pretty average sorta bod.

So if there is really a god

If someone is actually there

Someone who's heard all my prayers

Night after night, year after year

All those prayers filled with fear

Please, if you hear my plea I'm not special so why choose me.